My Poetry
Stories
Worse as we age
A bond a summon
A witches coven
Sorry exploitation
Two faced
Two spirited
Dirty air
Dirty gas
Runs on oil
Forgets who's last
One out of a million
Children at that
Breathe in me
The other life
Is so diverse
Like we
Everyone
Us versus them
Toxic waste
From electromagnetic haste
What a case
I almost forgot
I hung my head in our disgrace
While eyes penetrate the eyes
There must have been some glitches
In his own code
Win or lose
I'd rather be a stone unturned
Off Into Space
You in the porno
Being killed in my sleep
Undergound in something
Flying high or underwater
Seeing faces and the truth
Shooting to stars and astral projection
Wish you could do that more often
It looks more nice without ego and such
When chained up, doors can open up
Blue goggles from them
Preachers and Sayers
Believers and prayers
Jeb or Bush
Some were just torture
And darkness consumes light
Between just two people
And the rest
The rest
Tied up in bed
I guess you were in the porno
Shooting stars
At best
Seeing a dragon in a heaven
Making a wish
I met a devil
I guess she was fake
But I had to keep her
Whether it was fate
Opposing parts
Tied up as of late
One out of a million
If Bowser ever blew a fireball
Peach never knew a daisy
But a flower forbidden fruit
Had my semen all misconstrued
Dirty linens remind of your sin too
But hey what else can I do
When everything is used against you
But on top of my cowboy boots
Stomping grounds marking my turf
Groundsmen line up again
Like it's school all over again
But too cool for you
I was never no fool
But a dunce cap
For the most likely to succeed
In the highest truths
But if you like the superficiality
I can give you some artificial advice
My eye has known all kinds
Take my lives but keep my memories inside
Outsides all sides
Blowing up my smartphone all night
Like they had something to say
The movie never turned out
Before you catch what I had to say
Gates of harvesting and death
The highest light would never regret
Too deep poetic abstract
But I'll keep it real for you and princess peach
I've had enough of you under my sheets
Where's my soul mate
In front of my face
My aura radiates
In time
Your spam
Fish in a can
Your slips my hand
But time will tell in any land
Freeze time
Frozen sands
Out of your sight
Out of my mind
Unless you have something to say
Saints never die
I'll be known for the right things
As long as I know you could never hide
What we all have deep inside
I guess life didn't work that way
Memento mori
Penny for your thoughts
Lenny killed Sami
Teddy wasn't you you see
He loved his mountains
But you could have helped Bruce Lee
God rest in peace
Puppets on strings
A ceramic cabinet
A laugh a habit
Finding no love in all the wrong facets
Skulls harvesting
Fecal matter
Same as the last man
But let's all be righteous
And wondering who's in heaven and hell
But where will you push me away from you on Earth
I could hardly tell.
What was on your shelf
Time skips hit in a parallel universe
One out of a million like the old man said
Better than having a mil
To stay meek as I paid to thee
My kicks
Leader behind the scenes
Memories dreams reflections
A dead skeleton
A watchful militia
But I've known mobs
Enough to say I've been
A treasure in lost sands.
Lived through it all
Nothing left to give
But my freedom
You be the one to repent.
Soaked in the rain
Soaked in Rain
When night falls
I get so soaked up in rain
Waiting for it to go to down the drain
I lose myself as I drown
I forget my memories
Our whole lives
Out past lives
Caught up in a storm
Fear overcomes love
Love is the result of fear
Death brought a candle near
A flame and another tear
When I grow weary
The burden it shares plenty
I try to be alone
But have the whole world around my skull
A skeleton wrapped in the dark
A pharoah at heart
If I could only read your mind
Well I do
But so much is said
I can hardly keep track of my head
Wherever the ghost and spirit wanders
Wherever yonder
But don't lose me in the rain
Don't lose me in the pain
So the sun can bring
Also then the rain
If I had time
If I knew the time
Fear would keep me blind
Rocking out to life
I'm glad I'm not behind bars
But I always was
Could it be a new life
Everyone says so
But the news is what it is
Be in the moment I must
The deceased were an omen
A love frozen
A scar inside
The third eye
So do more time
It could work out be wise
Life along said confines
The enlightened can be less wise
But give it time
Flood with new memories
Perahps you'll forget about the rest.
Don't drown in it
Yet also forget
A Nice Lizard
A Nice Lizard
An eye for an eye
Would make you blind
But having games and love lies
I'd rather stare at your eyes
So the sun has it's own mind
ADD I can't see why
I do everything like blind
And like a prayer for my eye
So I would know why
You can be him he can be her
Makes enough sense
In our engendered world
So a vaccine
I had a needle for drug money
The all seeing eye
Keeping me unseen, only in my sleep
So they rape me
Take everything I have to say
Use it against me
I'm still smart enough to survive every time
Without your money
Stay humble and truly kind
But raise a cuff
If I think of throwing a fist
Ever been arrested?
Then don't hit
Poverty keeps you stuck
But I'd rather be some where
If the lizard could shake it's shimmering tail
I'd feel better about all the wonderful calls and mail..
Some Psychopaths In My Mind
I was more thug
When you hadn't been in my life
Not all thugs are criminals
I had more love in my life
Now my memory is poisoned inside
Steal my love with your dark eyes
I'm doing time for my own crime
But to say you weren't involved I wouldn't be blind
Weed can lead to jealously and lies
Sodmizers I despise stay wise
I once was a god and a father
I once was a teacher and a healer
You can take my life take my mind
Write a song write a rhyme
But what is mine is always mine
No remorse no regret
Shelf life for poison in our heads
Paranoid but I'm on the right path
Think you can do whatever you want
At the cost of others life
So I'm sure they know why
I loved all the women to the dearest
The brave men and elders know why
I don't have to be in another place
To forgive all your lies
So this I must say
I know kindness you don't know why
I would never hurt a fly
The other guy had the compassion to see why
Everything revolves around our Sun
Saturn can strike with a fist
I won't let his enemies
But his prophecy
Be the death of me.
The Mask
Who wears their mask inside
Who wears it outside
Thought I was making jokes
To distract the insides and outside
And God knows why
Those can be so two faces
Why they can't get anything done
I wonder why
Two faced and jinns
I know why
To all the daughters lives
Who wanted me to be dad
Cause they knew why
You can slit my throat
But I'd never lie
Never know who or why
Presidents minds
I never lied about love
But you'd make a dove fight
Till he becomes a saint again
Cut his check for his rent
Poison his life again
Get in everyone's pockets
And they wonder why
Jinns see all the profits
But the world is chaos
I'm hardly the joke
But I'm outspoken
A cup of Joe
But the parliament
And people knew it all
How much could the eye reverse
As I breathe through ever hit
And try to stand tall
There's More to It
There's more to it
I would never lie
But I would never know why
There's always a deeper meaning
To half truths
No absolute
Once a pilgram
Pillager and pillaged
To an old vision
A natural cause of precision
I'm hardly a victim
But more than the one to blame
A natural cause
Of forgetting to read what we say
Deeper meanings and half truths
Through the veil
A word before it is read
A discussion before it is misled
A natural order
The rest would have troubles
If the sky new all truths
A federation above
A low can be misconstrued
As much as highs can be misused
But hey people can live love and die
But you can remember infamy
Famous we would know why
In the Rocky Mountains
I met a woman on a wild trip
She was the same age same plant I don't forget.
Said I need to use my hips not my screen
But I grew tired of decay
I went down some rides
Sang loud and high
Another girl stolen by the women
Who were loud and unforgiven
So I'm glued to my screen
Waiting for me to do
All I did so well
But the prison was hell
And the shadows could tell
So I can remember my life
The misty mountain rides
But I don't forget betrayal
At least she fixed my back
Even though the poisonous greed
Left my gift and prize to stay inside
In a land far away
Who do you want to be?
God spells dog backwards
Would you stay with one of them
Or a pagan worshipping many
Or at worst a medicated zombie
Neither is bad to me
God knew quite a bit
But with many you have the freedom to say out loud
A zombie you don't have to deal with it all
Do you have any alternatives in mind?
Like where we are too
Where we are becomes reality
If I was an ungodly beleiving zombie
Life sure would be easy
But you know next time
I might cum in
Because it was alright in heaven
But you give me a black death
Nothing to do with your skin
So fight to survive
I see the great words and lines
Faces of God
A one world or many
On God or others.
Our relationships
Mutually exclusive
Depends on how you
Choose to believe.
A poem for all
The truth
we have some kids
they have some secrets
hes the truth
all drugs are different
thats not a lie
so we hide
as I lay in proud sight
the Rest
lies in the domains
of the machine life
Recording sojourn
the beat rocks
the rest
In these chains and locks
a temporary freedom
Never leaves these homes
love conquers all
through stones and thrones
yeah I know
My words carry this weights
we’re all fiends
Addicts she’s gold
hes old
a secret
I fathom
the money
All remaining poetry:
Poems I had a dream of the serpent and the bird Am I with her? She seems to be with another But I am undercover Until I become real Well, I may be But I am still in the maze I couldn't give some Because I've loved so much I'm drained it hurts But I still have to give Because it keeps me alive But when I'm crawling out of death Always and again Can I give her more of my life? Even if it was anyone else My mind and soul are out of gel But it's what got me this far To the top of my world To hell of the under Because I don't know where I stand I can be great then a mistake Out of words for my minds verse This love must mean something But I can't stop I'm still full of Being bad at love Thinking I should be with you Because the real life I never did do So why I see you fly and float too It's easier to commit too And I would just Eat her ghost and bird. I became alive too I could even feel the bones and burns But my body slumps I'm charming but it's my gut I used to be some But what my mind has become What I wondered if having some Would change my mind and then some But you see I have become less My own hauntings wonder my head The love for these men My brother again What they see in you I wonder too But I need reality too Or what is, to define I blew my mind My kind Reincarnation and karma What do we see? I don't mean to smell like misery But this scab won't go away Or it sometimes does Eyes and faces through mud I can't always tell what you say But rig my mind as they say We need to change the program To rely on who can be more real Who is the most real? Who is fake? What did everyone see The eyes and faces that were around me I was doing something right I try to keep my brain alright The joy in your faces But my vision may be blurry as he paces Searching far and wide Seek I sometimes find Whoever reads my lines Without have notes and a live to follow But through someone else's eyes You said you were a mirror I bet I'd say the same But I write my own songs And records For you too Who would become? My brother again I'm at wits end My life goes from One cycle to the end What is next Or what is present I exude some things But the pressure it brings The pressure to see And be ideas and people of me Connected infinitely. A musician with news A wanderer too Who sold my charm and wit? From one side To the inside But who am I Many ideas in mind In due time You will know my kind 15 minutes of fame It sounds lame The story of me insane But full of games Now I know why I felt that way In dismay Some of myself to blame Chaotic ways No place to rest Where could I be in jest Only everywhere else in this mess What was left of a man? A hollow shell The spirit was strong, the attraction was there But the remainders, left him so meaningless and hollow Birds coming into his face Turned into faces in jest Another wondrous test Of a new life at best But the entirety Of the cosmic play Had some sway Even if I’m not sure If the myth sees it this way,
Singularity and Love
Where are you
My violet flume.
The rest is all but said
Is there any more to say
The love the dreams
The way we used to be
And the memories of you and me
A glitch in the system apart at the seams
Funny it seems
My life glued to
Inside of
A screen
In between you and me
This singularity
The division
The particularity of the insanity
As the rest divide me
In chasing after inner wealth
I never sought the worldly goods
I wish life was like this
Chasing more
You make me sick
But I can’t get enough of you
Always
Telling me what to say think or do
I wish I was just
In a cave
But I’m in the singularity
And I don’t see the world their way
I can be anyone
At the end of the day
In my tomb
Comes back around again
the world buried me in gold
his dead words
her lies
they try to
be my parents
but they caused this in the first place
and what’s left for me to say
all I wanted to do was
travel the world twice in a blur
and Share my story with the world
but no one believes me
how did they make so much money off my misery
and I’m not left with a dime or estate
and curses and hexes
always came this way
do I have anyone
left at the end of the day
but my own tomb
Left to decay
with your shadows and projection
mirroring the life lost inside
with her
pretty misguided lies
and
his
lack of feelings and telling me the truth that lies inside
and I should have
had a fortune off the one you made off of me
will anyone ever understand these words
that is left to see
ill lay in my tomb
Until the rest becomes of me
My life
I must have mistaken
Selling my soul for a deed
Times misplaced
I gave more than I recieved
What is in an imaginary world
As cursed as the law as the Bible says
As disingenuous as some laws
The truth lies high
Above and beyond the contract they try
And Paul once said
The disciples led
They do for.my way
Too
Who I used to be
What I've become
A new life
A new home.
New space
In times of survival
This I try
The truth of what lies
Will they see
I did a good deed
Even if evil became of me
But beyond good or bad
This I see
Heaven’s Gates
Heaven’s gates
I have long seen your place
Although I sin
i see the truth behind your ways
they dont
snoop Dogg doesnt
i could sense how bad they were
but I digress
all I want is food on the table and a safe place
but heavens artificial life turns this way
let me explain
they robbed my truth
he lies to the youth
about his charitable acts
and sodomizes my way
Lucifer and charlatans at the end of the day
it is still my heaven
despite how much I’ve sinned
because god sees my name and way
we are just stuck in our codes
at the end of the day
this today
for all my past friends and fans
traveling around the world in my head that way
It was never the bully or his rape
it was
my pursuit to truth
that led me to this way
this I will never stray
as I lay
and some are great
some lie
and rape
my way
Maybe I made a mistake
What can I say
A lifetimes away
Thought I was your number one
But I’m also a crazy terrorist to some
I was just a peaceful Sufi
but our culture promotes violence you see
a poet like me
turned Hollywood dream
but I’ve had my spill of guts and fun
all peace and life
but I best leave before it hits the sewer
time to leave the star studded boulevard
memories and dreams I missed it at first
To the scorching sun
and one true one
until I can leave forever
change my name
gone Forever
If Anyone Reads My Words
If anyone reads my words
I was my own lyric and verses
Endless laughter
Only the old know me
Stuck in a young body
I can't fill the cultural scene
I fall apart at the seams
I don't chase money and dreams
They just come to me
Money and a code
A programmers dream
A computer like me
Is 1s and 0s to infinity
And what am I left to do
But chase you and me
I love you to death
So funny that seems
Literally and figuratively
All the knowledge
All the lands
All the times
Being called crazy for what I see
Left as an outcast by society
I can only hope
What I read and write
Will seem normal and at ease in their sight